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OMEC TWO JOURNALS IN ONE DAY!???!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Sun Sep 28, 2008, 7:32 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: the tv
  • Reading: The order of the odd fish
  • Watching: Family guy
  • Playing: nuthin
  • Eating: ice
  • Drinking: Pomagranite lemonade ^_^ yummy!
Please, repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, sexual preference, or gender. Feel free to add your own story to the end.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the one working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am a warrior for my country serving proud, but can't be my true self because gays aren't allowed in the military.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the who isn't sure what she is. I am the who is rejected by her "best friends" because of a less-than-conventional crush.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson."

This is the boy, Matthew Shepard. On October 7, 1998 Aaron McKinney and Russell Henderson lead him to a remote area east of Laramie where they demonstrated unimaginable acts of brutality . Matthew was tied to a split-rail fence where he was beaten and left to die in the cold of the night. Almost 18 hours later he was found by a cyclist who initially mistook him for a scarecrow. Matthew died on October 12 at 12:53 am at a hospital in Fort Collins, Colorado. MURDERED BECAUSE HE WAS GAY!!!

I am the girl who tried to kill herself, because she couldnt stand the bulling"

This is the girl. Alex Jones, when her class mates found out she was bisexual and had a girlfriend, they beat and bullied her untill she had to move away, she know keeps her sexuality a secret because shes so afraid

I am the man, Who held his best friend till death. The friend was shot 13 times for being gay.

I am the girl who can't tell any of her friends that shes bi after seeing her friend do that and get shunned.

I am the person who punches the face's of those who make fun of my gay/bi friends.

I'm the girl who walked out of class because she got so pissed off during a gay rights debate (true story)
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SO THAT WAS SADDDDD! NOW FOR HAPPY THINGS!! OMEC I got a Twilight poster and it is haning on the back of my door!! and I got a Team Jacob t-shirt (I'm Team Switzerland ;) ) I also got a twilight key chain and RAINBOW KNEE HIGH SOCKS!! I absolutely love it when it gets cold outside because then I wear jeans which means that I get to wear crazy socks under my jeans =D OH OH OH OH OH OH this is for all of my watchers and friends who like my fanfiction (lol I almost wrote fanfucktion that would be some good stuff to read :dead:) On my fanfiction. net I have a new fanfiction it's about Seth imprinting on some chick! And no I am not the chick lol. I think that it's pretty good so far ALSO I started a blog my username thing is reads2much so check it out it's on blogger.com. omg PAIN the other day I tried to jump up on my stage at school like all of the other "cool" kids were doing, but being clumsy, dpthe perceptionally challenged me I just slamed my shin on the corner. then my shin started to bleed and then I couldn't walk so the fools had to go get me ice and I'm like screaming and stuff, oh yeah good times, good times. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND that's about it for now!

~runsonsugar47

My fantastical friends: :iconburdge-bug: , :iconxxjared-leto-lovexx: , :iconsissa365: , :iconxxgravity-lovexx:
AND OF COURSE My internet SEEEEEEEEESTER!- :iconblood-sucker-vampire:

:singing: Song that I am obsessed with :singing: - So What by Pink

:gallery: gallery you totally need to check out :gallery: - :icongriselibiris:

Funny youtube video of the week- [link]

god I love these things

Sun Sep 28, 2008, 2:49 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: The order of the odd fish
  • Watching: nothing D:
  • Playing: nuthin
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: nothing
These things are sooo fun to do XD

Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
no sorry

Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
yes of course I have!

Do you miss anything or anyone?
yes but I don't want to talk about it

What makes you laugh no matter what?
Watching It's robert Pattinson Bitch on youtube

Who was the last person you talked to?
my mommy :D

What do you dislike at the moment?
I dislike my homework A LOT

HARDER:

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
um yeah

Will you get married?
I want to ^_^

Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
Let's hope not : )

Do you lie about your age?
I used too so that I could get samples from Costco!

VERY PERSONAL:

Are you happy with yourself?
No

Would you change yourself for the person you love?
No because that would mean that they don't truely love me

What do you think about when times get hard?
Death

SECRETS:

When did you last cry?
hmmmmmmm idk

Do you believe in religion?
I'm not sure

SHOCKING:

Have you done bad things with your parents near by?
psh yeah

Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
No!
Did you ever fail the school year?
nope

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
no

Do you think your future will be a good one?
hopefully!

THE DEEP STUFF:

Do you think you were raised well?
I sure do hope so

Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
I don't think so

How do you handle stress?
Very badly

How would you spend your last day alive?
extreme stunts with the love of my life

Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
I'm not good at hiding things

If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
I would flip a coin

If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends?
that's not fair

Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered your family member?
depends

THE LOVE STUFF:

Do you think you know the meaning of love?
not yet

What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
LOVE ^_^

If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them ?
OF COURSE NOT!

THE RANDOM STUFF:

Do you spend time with the same people always?
Yesh

Do you think best friends can be replaced?
yes, sometimes

When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
lol never

Where was your default picture taken?
idk

Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
no it's to hard

What is your favorite color?
Purple and pink and orange

What do you do when you have a bad day?
cry

Do you really think exs can be friends?
I really hope so

Who messaged you last ?
Someone here on dA

If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away,
uhhhh wut?

Do you fall for people easily?
no people have to work for my affection XD

Are you quick to start a fight?
yes

Do your parents really know YOU?
I think so

Lyrics stuck in your head?
bleeding love but just the chorus..

Are you tired?
yeah

Do you own an iPod?
yes

Do You Prefer Regular Or Chocolate Milk?
regular.

When Was The Last Time You Had Starbucks?
oh a while ago now I guess

Do You Think People Talk About You Behind Your Back?
probably.

Why would they?
because they just don't like me

Is Anyone In Love With You?
haha I wish


Ever Cry In Public?
yes

Are You Currently Wanting Any Piercings Or Tattoo?
no

What’s The Weather Like?
warm and windy

Would You Ever Date Anyone Covered In Tattoos?
no

Do You Pay Attention To The Calories In The Package/Box?
when I'm feeling fat

Do You Use Sarcasm?
ALL THE TIME

Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
both

Do You Watch The News?
sumtimes

Who was the last person to make you mad?
My homework

What kept you up last night?
my book

I honestly can't think of a title...

Wed Sep 24, 2008, 3:48 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: All Fall Down
  • Reading: The order of the odd fish
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: nuthin
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: I should be drinking water... don't tell my mom!
SOOOOOO... interesting couple of weeks
I got sick last sunday i think and I feel like crap
it's just like been getting worse I think.... =( I hate this....
Anyways I went to school for two days I went yerstady but I was feeling especially shitty
on that day. My second to last class was drama and my teacher is
pretty cool and he like lets us listen to our i-pods n' stuff
me and my friends were working on a group project and I had
just finished choreographing a dance for the project so I was like slumped on the side of the
stage all like :icon=de-mote: and everyone's like WTF is wrong with you Alicia
because usually I'm busy running around the room pretending I'm an airplane
or something like that. Then the stage got to hot so I went back into
the classroom to cool off. But then the classroom got to hot
so I went back to the theatre
Honestly, it was pretty pathetic, I was running inbetween rooms with
a cold water bottle presseed to my face whimpering like an idiot
it sucked. After a while I got tired of doing that so I just
layed down on the floor and coughed up my internal organs for a while
after about fifteen minutes of this my teachers all like STFU PLEASE!!!!!
:iconohshitplz: so that's what I looked like and my teachers like :iconfacepalmplz:
then he stormed off and left me there coughing
then he came back and I like feel asleep or something, because the next thing I knew
my teacher had shoved two lollipops in my mouth so that I would like finally shut up
then I started rolling around on the floor becuz I felt gross. So after that I went home and I stayed home all day today. My mom woke me up at 1:00 today! I slept a lot
my parents think that the reason I am sick is becuz since i got to sleep at like 12:00 every night
they think that my immune system is all FAIL and stuff.... psh..... whatevs I just don't like being sick. if this journal doesn't make sense it's cuz when I get sick my brain doesnt work very good.
ALSO!!! I was on youtube the other day and if you guys no me well enough you should know that I am the clumzy human version of Alice right?
well I was on youtube and I found Alice's official like theme song thing and it was perfect for me too! :icongwahplz: so I looked like that it is such a cool song!!! it is especially awesome since it is the soundtrack of my life and perfectly describes me! XD Okay I'm gonna go cough for a little bit... FEEL FREE TO MAKE ME GET WELL GIFTS/STORIES cuz I am lyk SUPER bored right now.....
U know you love me!
-runsonsugar47
:sing: Song of the moment :sing: - All Fall down by one republic

:gallery: person you really need to check out of right now :gallery: - :iconvampiresandvirgos:

youtube video of the moment: [link]

Classics Part 2 (kinda)

Sat Sep 20, 2008, 3:30 PM
  • Mood: Shitty
  • Listening to: Stronger
  • Reading: The Sweet Far Thing
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: nuthin
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: water
So, if you guyz don't know I am in honors English at my high school becuz I got awesome skillz like that. So I come into class and my teachers all like "yo, home dogz we iz gonna read this here short story yo" and I'm lyk okay sounds good. So we get out are books and start to read. The teacher was reading out loud and I'm a really fast reader so I was already on like page for when she was finishing up page 2. Then, All of a sudden I jump up in my seat and I'm all like OMG WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS DUDE!? THAT IS SERIOUSLEY SICK!! :ohnoes: then my teachers like " STFU ALICIA!" So I sat down and kept reading. Okay, so the story was about this dude that lives all alone on this island with this other dude thats like retarded or sumthin (just fyi I they're not gay I thought they were at first too but they're not :shrug: ) what the one dude, his name is Zaroff and what he does on his little private island thing is a gets people shipwrecked then he steals the people that were on the shp and sets them loose on the island. Weird right? Well it gets weirder what Zaroff does next is, well I guess he's obsessed with hunting so for a better "challenge" he HUNTS THE HUMANS ON THE ISLAND! Isn't that sick!? (in a bad way that is) After he kills them he mounts their heads on his wall! God that is so messed up I don't even have words. sheesh. Well, I haven't finished reading it yet so I'll tell ya when I do ;)

:sing: official song of the moment :sing: - Paper Planes by MIA

:gallery: official awesome artist of the the momet :gallery: - :iconsissa365:

Super cool youtube video of right now- [link]
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okay so, I finished the story.
Zaroff got killed off cuz Raisford (the main guy)
snuck into Zaroff's room like the little pervert he is and killed him
Zaroff, being the "gentleman" that he is bowed to Rains ford
before he was killed..... psh what an idiot........ I wonder what's gonna happen to that retarded guy..... *ponders* oh well whatever. I'm sick so that sucks... THANKS A LOT MARY!!! lol jk Mary doesn't even have a devart... great now I'm dilerious!!............ *coughs up lung* this sucks...........
Best internet friends EVA!:
:iconsissa365: , :iconxxjared-leto-lovexx: :iconindiewikkan: , :iconxxgravity-lovexx: , :iconburdge-bug: , :iconvampiresandvirgos:

And ofcourse my internet SEESTER!:
:iconblood-sucker-vampire:

Much joy!!!

Wed Sep 17, 2008, 6:29 PM
  • Mood: Bliss
  • Listening to: Sweet Religion
  • Reading: The Sweet Far Thing
  • Watching: YouTube
  • Playing: nuthin
  • Eating: nuthin
  • Drinking: pomagranite lemonade ^_^ yummy!
First for the much joy part~

OMG YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!! You know how whenever my e-mail doesn't work I have to post my assignments on my journal? Well I don't have to do that any more :joy: because I have discovered the joy of UBS drives!!! YAAAAAY they can lyk totally transfer your stuff from one computer to another computer :boogie: isn't that awesome!? ALSO I have discovered how to put these thingies in :excited: aren't they sooo KEWL!? I just love putting them in random places! I really like this one :matrixfight: and a whole bunch of other ones they is soooo cute!! Also, last friday was my high school's first football game and sadie hawkins dance! And no, I didn't ask any1 :bleh: jeez u don't have to be so nosy! anyways I didn't ask anyone cuz there iz like no cute guyz at my school! it iz soo sad! And if u were wondering about the game we lost :( but idc cuz I was running around the bleachers the whole time having a bunch of fun! I have decided to steal XxJared-Leto-LovexX's journal idea and lyk totally pimp out my journal so enjoy!

:sing: Official song of the week :sing: : Hate by The Plain White Tee's

:gallery: Person that u totally need to check out of the week! : gallery:[link]

Official quote of the week: "Slang is a language that rolls up it's sleeves, spits on its hands and goes to work: - Carl Sandburg

Super Awesome Video of the week:
[link]

Until next time,
runsonsugar47

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